January 2012
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After what has been such a stressful week for me, I feel so liberated and relieved just knowing that it’s finally the weekend. I mean I’ve still got a busy week ahead of me, but being on a limited time where I can plan out my own schedule and just spend me time puts me at such ease.
Today was especially good for me, spending time with my friends Edith, Karen and MJ. Ate at Stacked,...
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more money, more problems.
I’m so tired of hearing my dad’s voice ramble on to my cousins about this money bullshit. It’s always the fucking money. I hate how he yells when he thinks he’s talking on the phone, and how my mom is just the same. This whole situation is annoying and I hate my parents’ decision of becoming landlords to my cousin.
Seriously, SERIOUSLY! Take this and embed it in...
I have been talking about how I am so mentally exhausted and blah blah blah, but I can’t even take it anymore, I have NO WILL POWER to move on with school and I just want to, not necessarily give up, but fast forward to the part in my life where I am stable in all aspects. During school I’ll be in my classes, looking attentive but it’s like I’m not learning anything and...
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I have been trying to get a retweet back from Zak Bagans for the longest time. WTF is it going to take ?!
youhoesdown asked: random question but are you persian?
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Today has just been all sorts of crazy for me. I’m so in the moment to be ready for what’s ahead in life, I mean seriously, I am just physically and mentally tired! But god today, I am so drained and the weekend couldn’t take any more longer to come. I literally felt like a teacher-student: talking so much, teaching people, getting ready for tests, finishing my college...
7thchamber-chillin:
So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they’re busy doing things they think are important. This is because they’re chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and...
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Had a really good laugh looking at my myspace page. I can’t help but literally crack up when I reminisce on my ‘angst-y teenage rage’ stage in life.
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journal entries for personal purposes.
Saturday was spent with my good friends in Long Beach. We did community service hours for St. Mary’s hospital for a mission that they were doing to benefit the poor in Cambodia. We counted pills, basically pharmaceutical stuff. It was hard, well for me, because we were counting these little pills and I kept losing my track of numbers and dropping some. Then we roamed around Long Beach...
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Clearing out the system
It’s ironic how the people asking “where the real people at?!” are the ones playing grimy little deeds. It’s those that did me dirty like that who make me view people in a negative way. But when worst comes to worst, I’m so goddamn blessed. The friends I have now are amazing and loyal. I don’t need someone to confide in, only to be shot to hell by their...
I’m going nuts right now because I like this guy so much and I only see him like once a week. WHAT IS THAT!?
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My days have been so long lately!
Another one of those huge fights that me and my closest (in age) sister have where we yell at each other and she moves out of the room and we don’t speak to each other whatsoever. I’m pretty sure that’s the last of that. I mean we settled that after a horrible day where I literally was crying so much and it was the most awkward thing for the...
