In english I was pulled out by my teacher outside of the room and he had this like blue-slip “get out of my fucking class” paper, and my friend was like “fuck, girl, you’re getting what I got” and I was like “yeah, shit happens.” And so when he was talking to me his face was literally like smoldering and he was aiming to be intimidating, but seriously, ugh I don’t even want to bother trying, like, ugh. So then he was like “Do you realize why you’re here?” And I said of course and he replied “DO YOU REALIZE WHY YOU”RE HERE!?!?!?” I responded calm and collected because I know he likes fear and shit so I said “Because I haven’t turned in the essay.” And he said “BECAUSE YOU HAVEN’T TURNED IN THE ESSAY. THIS IS SOME CRAZY SHINANIGANS, you are old enough to make your decisions, and god knows that I know you want to go to college, am I right?!” And I said yes and he was like “I don’t even see you trying…you’re not even trying I don’t see any improvements whatsoever, what are you even doing in my class!?” This caught me offguard and seriously left me dumbfounded because what he just said was a lot of bullshit so I said “I’ve turned in all my papers, journals, grammar college corrections, all my double styled notes, I’ve turned in all my tests, which come back to me with an A. I’d rather not stand here and have you tell me that I am not trying because hell knows I am, otherwise I wouldn’t even be here, I wouldn’t even be in this situation, I wouldn’t even be at school so don’t you tell me that I’m not trying.” And he was like “you know what I don’t even want to continue this conversation so get yourself walking to the counceling office and have your councelor deal with you because I sure as hell am not.”
In my mind I felt like shit because I know that I should have done the essay, I really couldn’t at the time that it was due, but I shouldn’t have gotten lazy and waited so goddam long to where I didn’t even turn it in.
So I walk to my councelor’s office and am just sitting there, and he’s not even there because he’s on a break or something so I’m like wow, just wasted 5 minutes of my life, and I walk back to class and my teacher sees me waiting in the doorway and he goes outside and I explain to him that he isn’t there and that I would have to wait until god knows when because he’s not going to be here for the rest of the week. And my teacher goes “Well did you turn in that slip that I gave you or do you still have it?” And I was like “I still have it” so I gave it to him and he goes “go with your group…” so I sit down and I here him ripping up papers and the only paper he had in my hand was my slip and oh my god I’m not even going to lie I felt so fucking cool.