Fuck the emotions were crazy. At first when we lined up to go to the gym me and friends were going nuts about mr. randals because he was really thorough on the body search for the guys and it was just beautiful, he is such a perfect man oh my god. Then in the gym we were all helping each other put our caps on and then we got our index cards on how the announcer (my english teacher) is going to pronounce our names. Then we all lined up, and it worked out how we my group of friends wanted it to work out, and we all sat together. I was such a mess like I was crying so much. That line of 277 students winding in the gym and I was sort of in the front with all my friends, looking back at everyone’s faces and some that I still didn’t even know…not like I cared for them but still. Ugh god, my one friend, Ian, he really got to me, we’ve known each other for just a few months but we got really close, and he was just telling me how I made his year so filled with goodness and that he’ll miss me tons. God I’ll miss the kid. Then we walked out of the gym and into the field and I was just stifling with tears. I mean honestly what I’ll miss is not the people that I hang out with, cause I’ll still hang out with them, but the people that I only hung out with in a certain class, and they really made that class worthwhile and were just such a part of my senior life. Next thing you know the fucking ceremony is over, and me and my friends just look at each other. I can’t stop replaying the end of the ceremony man just being with all the people that I love right there, we didn’t even have to look for each other, all there, beautiful with their red eyes and smeared makeup. Then all these pictures. I really started crying after my favorite teacher said his goodbyes to me, I couldn’t deal. It’s still so surreal to me, the people that just had such an impact on my life, I’ll never forget them.
I guess that’s it. It’s so crazy how fast that went but no looking back now, only to reminisce on the fond memories. It’s college life and I’m ready for all that it has in store for me. Repping Titans for the next 4-6 years
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